well, the good times are back again. i am done with school, and just have to wait to test now. i feel alot better, and have alot more time now that i am no longer pulling 12 hour days. i still have the holidays to deal with, but that won't be so bad in retrospect. it's not as if my job is particularly difficult, so i won't stress about it too much. i feel alot more at peace than i have in a while, i finally managed to turn my head off for a while. i am sleeping better and i feel alot more productive. maybe soon i will even get a creative spark and do something interesting or even something *gasp* "good". it's been awhile since i have been able to create something i felt proud of without having to work ridiculously hard. hopefully that channel will unblock itself and i can show what's in my soul again. like when i was in high school. it seems that i am only deep when i am in turmoil, i guess that is when it is all closest to the surface. i am hoping to overcome that and be able to do more positive and beautiful things. well here's to hoping, and we shall see if my attempts prove to be productive.